one week left of holidays..

today my daddy came home from malaysia...yaay* lol stuck wit mai mother for hrm less than one week even..omgosh..>_< it was not kool...at all!! non-stop arguments!! i seriously cant live wit her alone..>_< lolz it may sound harsh and all but it is the truth!! if u want me to live up to a certain old age and not grow old soo daymn fast then i suggest u keep me and mai mother in seperate houses..or at least, not by ourselvz >_< lolx..sigh* aiyahh..
mai daddy leaving on monday then im stuk wit her and mai stoopid bro for the rest of the year..=/ and exams are coming up soon...and bdayy and ..interschool..>< argh sigh soo much shiet to do..and the suky thing is..>< to ensure a safe pos. in perf i gotta get at least an average of 75!! >_< argh..i dunooo mann that is hard stuff for a stoopid gal like me >_< sigh* and all the distractions around me..
espesh coz bday is coming..and argh need to plann abt that..and i still a stoopid dreamer so i tink alot..abt stuff that maybe i shouldnt worry too much abt >_< and i hope and dream that mai wish will come tru..=/ sigh but i doubt it* and argh im juz soo screwed in the head and it reali reali dodgy!! sigh*
hopefully this wont be my last year here in perf...=/ sigh* i mean, i kinda do wana go overseas ..hrm new experiences and stuff, and after all, if i go, it will onli be for 1.5 years! my parents sed, jokingly*>_<, that maybe i will enjoi it ther better and end up staying ther!! LOL SIFF~! hahah u can kiss mai ass ! rofl =P
yah..but then.u never kno lor..>_< if onli we could see the future! lol =/
sigh..newaise!! hrmm u blank atm...i been on this page for 3 hrs~!! lol..><" havt been concentrating much n so i tink i beeter b off or else ill start rytin shiet lol
nitezz all~~